1.08.2004
Humbled...
Dear God,
I have a problem: me. I’ve been getting in my way, again. Stressing myself out, again. Believing I can’t, again. Worrying about others and their opinions when, just a few days ago I vowed not to allow their thoughts [good or bad] to affect me. But I’m human, and I make mistakes, and yes I fall.
I know you know. I know you understand so, in many ways that’s why I’m here…tonight, asking you to place your loving arms around me and protect me from all that I do not understand. I’m standing here asking you to touch my heart and mind and if you can, ease some of the tension that has begun to fill them so early on in the year. I’m nervous, and yes, I’m scared. But I know that with your loving guidance even the darkest road will appear safe. I can’t do it without you, and I don’t want to. I need you in my life and so glad that you have chosen me to do this task…but it gets so heavy sometimes, and I feel so alone…but I know that you are with me and that you protect me and that all I need to do is ask, and you said it will be given. So I’m here Lord asking, praying, knowing all along that the deed has already been done…Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
"I try, but sometimes I fail. But now I realize that I need your help. Cause I can’t make it all by myself…I need you, you, you in my life…” ~Mary Mary, I Try
I have a problem: me. I’ve been getting in my way, again. Stressing myself out, again. Believing I can’t, again. Worrying about others and their opinions when, just a few days ago I vowed not to allow their thoughts [good or bad] to affect me. But I’m human, and I make mistakes, and yes I fall.
I know you know. I know you understand so, in many ways that’s why I’m here…tonight, asking you to place your loving arms around me and protect me from all that I do not understand. I’m standing here asking you to touch my heart and mind and if you can, ease some of the tension that has begun to fill them so early on in the year. I’m nervous, and yes, I’m scared. But I know that with your loving guidance even the darkest road will appear safe. I can’t do it without you, and I don’t want to. I need you in my life and so glad that you have chosen me to do this task…but it gets so heavy sometimes, and I feel so alone…but I know that you are with me and that you protect me and that all I need to do is ask, and you said it will be given. So I’m here Lord asking, praying, knowing all along that the deed has already been done…Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
"I try, but sometimes I fail. But now I realize that I need your help. Cause I can’t make it all by myself…I need you, you, you in my life…” ~Mary Mary, I Try
